I just completed my assignment in the north. The past six
months went so fast. This was my first fully humanitarian response experience
being placed in a field office (as opposed to be in a country office in a
capital) directly working with IDP camps.
I was actually the first one to be based in this remote
state from this UN agency. Literally, it just was myself and my laptop computer
assigned by my office to start up the whole thing. I had no office, no
furniture, no colleague, no driver& vehicle and a brand new project to
establish with a new partner organization. After six months, this turned into
an office with four other national staffs, almost fully furnished and
established office with a promising and functioning project thanks to support
from other colleagues. It was challenging at times, but there's nothing too difficult
to be overcome with a sense of humour. Some examples: going to other UN offices
when internet and power is off, taking picture with my i-phone for scanning to
send official documents to the country office (in lack of scanner), paying for
gas for the office car from my own pocket (which I am still waiting to be
reimbursed.)
I should be happy and
glad that I left on a positive note. The only regret was that I could not and
did not want to continue. I could have well stayed with the office and the position
for another year probably. However, this was not a very sustainable option, as
the state where I was working was so far from YGN. It takes a three-hour
flight, which costs 400 USD to fly back, and this is not possible on weekends.
Phone line was often down and Internet was so slow (hence not updating this site so
regularly.) I have no regret prioritizing my personal needs at this time of my life, but I was sad to
leave the interesting project and a wonderful team of colleagues.
I am really grateful for having this opportunity. This is
not something I would have done, if I have not re-located myself to this
country with M. FR. On my last day, I had a chance to have an hour presentation
session to talk about our progress of the project, and I had positive feedback. I realize I do enjoy building something from a scratch, starting a project, developing a guideline, conducting trainings etc. It gave me another level of confidence to work in the area of gender based violence, which I missed in my previous position in the Maldives.
Now, I am back. I finally get to enjoy the house and the life with M. FR. I am not sure how long I stay sane un-employed, but for now I am happy.