jeudi, octobre 27, 2011

新たな出発/ New Beginning

次の行き先が決まりました。インド洋に浮かぶ、スリランカのお隣のリゾートで有名な島国です。ここの国連オフィスで、プログラムスペシャリストとしてジェンダーの仕事。このポストは今年の5月頃公募され、NYにいたときに応募したもの。筆記試験と2度の面接を経てめでたく獲得!オファーが出るまで4ヶ月だったので、国連にしては早いほうかもね。赴任は12月の頭の予定。


3年間いた慣れた今の国を離れるのは、正直寂しい。だからといって、ずっとここにもいられれないし、最近は飽和状態になりつつあるので、実際は潮時こもしれない。でも、また新しい土地でゼロから生活を立ち上げていかないといけないと思うと、気が遠くなるのも確か。ひとつの所に留まることもできないし、かと言って移動するのも大変。根無し草のエイドワーカーの悲しい運命。現状に甘えていることはできないし、変わっていかないことなんてないし、自分も変わっていかないといけない。日々チャレンジ!と自分を奮い立たせて頑張ってみるつもり。一体どんな国で、どんな新しい出会いがあるのだろう。不安に思うこともたくさんあるけど、前進あるのみ!


もしかしたらキャリア的にも転機になるかもしれない。開発業界でこつこつ経験を積んで、まだまだ未熟なんだけど、ここにきてようやく選ぶことが少し可能になった。NYで働いていた時に、勤務していた部署から実は仕事のオファーを頂いていた。でも仕事の内容や、グレード(国際公務員のレベル)がJPOの時と同じということもあり、条件的には比較にならないコンサルタントの仕事を選んで戻ってきた。周りにはもったいない!と言われたけど。今回は、今のコンサル契約をあと4ヶ月延ばして、ここに留まることもできた。でも、正規職員で希望していたレベルのポストだし、仕事内容も興味深かったので、オファーを受けることに決めた。今までは必死で働いて必死で仕事に応募して、選ぶ贅沢なんてなかったのだけど、選べるとなると、それはそれで難しい。今年は2回もこんなことで頭を悩ませて、疲れたよ。自分のやりたいことは何なのか、何を目指すのか、キャリヤやプライベートのことも含めて、考えて考えて日々模索。答えなんて簡単には出ないけど、そのプロセスが大事なのかもね。


今と同じジェンダーの仕事なんだけど、女性への暴力に特化した内容ではなくて、幅広く女性の政治や社会参画という新しいエリアに関われるようなので、専門性を多様化できるチャンスかもしれないので、頑張ろう。

I am moving to a new country. Islands in the Indian Ocean next to Sri Lanka, famous for its beautiful beach. Please look it up on a map! I am not going there for a holiday unfortunately. I got a new job! Programme Specialist focusing on gender, which I applied back in April this year. I am planning to start my new post at the beginning of December, given all paperwork is in place.

I am certainly sad to leave the country which I called home for the past three years. I have never stayed in one place for such a long time past 15 years! This was a real luxury, I found, to have this type of stability. I got used to the life here, have many wonderful friends, enjoy the work for the most part. Frankly speaking, I am little scared to let everything go. However, what I have now or had before do not remain the same. My friends are leaving; the office situation is not so good; there is not so much room to grow professionally anymore and I do need a new challenge. So,it is the right timing. This is the life of development worker that I chose.

I will be working for another UN agency to be responsible for gender programming of the UN in the country. I will be doing more than gender based violence, so it will be an excellent opportunity to diversify the focus of my work. More details to come...

lundi, octobre 24, 2011

Madagascar続き

こんな感じで18日間の長い!と行く前には思ったお休みは、すぐに終わってしまった。帰りはバンコクに1泊して、デパ地下みたいなところで、日本食を買い込み、紀伊国屋で本を買い、今まで食べた中で一番美味しかったタイ料理を食べてきた!大満足の休暇でした。帰りたくないって思うかなと思いきや、日常もそろそろ恋しくなってきたので、丁度良い長さでした。


一人で飛行機に乗ってどこでも行くのに慣れていた私は、誰かと一緒って良いな〜ってつくづく思った。機内で到着地の現地時間がアナウンスされる時、いつも腕時計の時間を直すのを躊躇してしまう。なぜかと言うと、よくあるパターンは、去った場所に大事な人を残してきているので、その人のいる地域と同じ時間を刻んでいる時計の時間を、変えるのがとてつもなく寂しいから。もう同じタイムゾーンにいないことを否定したいようなそんな気持ち。今回何のためらいもなく時計の時間を変えた自分に気が付いて、それが何だか嬉しかった。


It was nice to have a compnay for traveling, though I am used to getting on a plane and going somewhere on my own. I normally hesitate to adjust my watch when the time of destination gets announced on a plane. I usually leave someone behind. I feel sad to change the time of the watch that is ticking the same time as him, as if I am in denial that I am no longer in a same zone. This time I caught myself immediately changing the time on my watch, and such little thing made me feel happy.


I got used to the luxury of spending 24/7 with my boyfriend during the trip. Now back in the country he works late every day, and I miss him, and that is the downside of the holiday.

dimanche, octobre 23, 2011

Forest Lodge

ロッジの中のダイニングホール。食事はここで頂く。セルフサービスでコーヒーやクッキーもあるし、色々な種類のラム酒も!バニラとオレンジ味のラムが私のお気に入り。
熱帯低気圧にも負けず、良い働きを見せた私のてるてる坊主!
6日間の滞在の最期の3日は、お部屋がいっぱいだったため、特別に海岸にテントをはってもらい、そこで寝起きをした、テントの目の前はこんな感じ。夜、寝ていると耳の横で波の音がしているような気分になるほど。近くの村の人がたまーに通るくらいで、誰もいない贅沢なプライベートビーチ。寝そべって本を読んだり、ヨガをしたり。

Wait for the third wave

The second half of our trip was to the northeastern side of the island. This was the highlight of the holiday,


I have stayed in two eco-resort places in Guyana before, and they were both excellent. However, this place, Masoala Forest Lodge was superb. You can't ask for better settings. It consists of 6 tents, and the maximum capacity is only 12 people. It is located in a remote part of the Masoala National Park. There is a large dining hall in front of a beach. Photos will not do justice to describe the beauty of the place. Right next to the beach there is a pristine tropical rainforest, just exactly like their catch phrase “ ou la foret rencontre la mer."


Around this lodge there are two small eco lodges and a village with only 150 inhabitants. I could hear nothing but the waves of the ocean and birds& insects. A couple who manages the lodge are very warm south-african. It is as if we were staying in a relative’s home. For dinner, all the guests sit together around a large dining table, and it is a real family atmosphere. We got to chat with some lovely Swiss people and talk to the couple about Africa etc. Even for a short time, there is a sense of community and really special…


One of the best part of the stay here was the food. It was mostly seafood from this area, fresh fruit and for both dinner and lunch always came with dessert! For someone like me who always feel deprived of fish and seafood living in a landlocked country, it was like a dream!


It is absolutely a gorgeous place, well worth the 90 minutes really bumpy speedboat ride (the second time to confront my fear during this trip.) Two German ladies who were supposed to come to the lodge with us the same morning, saw the rough sea and were too scared to get on the boat. They must have lost their booking that is not so cheap…. I was certainly really scared. I had my arms and feet tightly crutched to whatever I can hold onto, and I was full of bruises when I got off.


In the lodge, if you wish, you can walk around the rainforest as long as you want (an official guide is assigned to each group). You can also do nothing, which we did for a few days out of the six days of our stay. You could swim, snorkel or get on a sea kayak and enjoy the sunset in the Indian Ocean.


Having endured the busy travel schedule the first half of the trip, we mostly took it easy. I was reading Paulo Coelho book that my good friend gave me as a birthday gift; my boyfriend who was so loyal to our (supposed to be) strictly French speaking vacation was reading Camus novel or looking seriously into his laptop with a headphone on, as he takes a distance education music production class.


After three days of on and off rain, I got a bit fed up and was longing for some sun, especially because I wanted to swim and snorkel. The weather forecast was not favorable, so I thought of something that I used to do when I was a kid. Before some school excursions or special events, I used to pray for sun by making a special doll and hung it near the window accompanied by a special song. The doll is called, teruteru bozu (sunny sunny boy/ monk …?). I created a make-shift version of that with a handkerchief and hung it in our tent. My boyfriend thought it looked like a voodoo doll to curse someone. Believe it our not, the weather gradually improved somehow.


It was still a bit gray with occasional rain, but we managed to do some snorkeling and sea kayaking. I tried for the first time sea kayaking, which was not what I would normally do. I was initially scared but finally I got used to it and loved it. We did it three times in total, and every time we went one notch higher and went further. When we were trying to re-enter the sea from a beach where a few large rocks made the waves higher, the host, Chris (manager of the lodge) told us “ Waves come in a set of three, so wait for the third wave and start paddling hard.” It was exhilarating.


When you sit on the sea-kayak (different from the river one where you put your legs inside the boat), you really feel like you become part of waves. Waves move underneath you, and it is such a wonderful feeling.


The third time we kayaked along a small river. It was so quiet and peaceful. On the way back we witnessed a small drama unfolding in front of us. A hawk stole a chick of parrots from their nest, and they (parents birds) were chasing the hawk, which was holding the chick. It was a rare sight and felt like a real time national geography or documentary.


It was challenging to re-enter the ocean from the river. Waves were quite strong. As instructed by Chris, we paddled really hard, managed the first wave and then got turned over and fell into the sea. I was totally soaked, but it was so cool!


On the kayak, we saw many silver flying fish jumping, a flock of tunas, birds diving into the sea trying to catch some fish. AMAZING!

Lemurs lemurs lemurs







Our poor guide Nico was trying so hard to find more animals in the forest, but by then two us were lemur-ed out and totally content to just walk around. They are really just like the Madagascar movie!

samedi, octobre 22, 2011

Sun setting in Mozanbique channel

インド洋に沈む夕日。真っ白なビーチがどこまでも広がる。モザンビークから吹く風を感じながら海岸を散歩。

Madagascar vol. 5

At the Kringy nature reserve, we must have seen about 10 different kinds of lemurs between night and morning walks. Couldn't keep track of them all! Some are nocturnal and others are active during the day. We saw some of mouse lemurs, the world smallest primates. All lemurs have big round eyes, log tail and really furry. Extremely cute! Some of them curiously look right at you and others look away avoiding the torchlight. We were amazed by the eyes our guide as to how he could find these creatures among branches.

Most tourists and, I am sure, all Japanese ones will wait around in the park to time their return back to Morondova with the sunset along the famous baobab trees. Being exhausted from the tight itinerary, we opted for going back immediately hoping to spend the afternoon on the white sand beach we saw on the first day in Morondova. We still made sure to make a stop on the baobab street and saw scared baobab and baobab ameroux (two trees intertwined) to take some photos.

Chez Maggie Guest House was a charming little place right on the beach. We had a two-floor bungalow, which had a wonderful ocean breeze. We had nice lunch and enjoyed a stroll on the beach looking at the channel between Madagascar and Mozambique. For the dinner we had gigantic crab with garlic butter sauce. That must have been less than five dollars. Unbelievable! It was fun to struggle with cracking the shells.

Everything was great until me and my boyfriend got into a near argument about anti-malarial pills. Somehow, such a basic precaution for any travelers to tropics totally escaped our mind when planning the trip. Having both worked in different malarial countries and being vaccinated against almost all possible vaccinable diseases, we got de-sensitized to this kind of health precautions. The second part of the trip was to the country’s most wet region, hence malaria would be a real risk. We got really paranoid, which almost ruined our second trip, but anyway it turned out that the area where we were going is too remote for malaria mosquitoes to fly and reach. We missed our first chance to have a real fight!

Baobab- can't have enough of your photos!


Flower of the tree
バオバオの木の写真はたくさんありすぎて、載せきれません!マラウイにいた頃のことを思い出しながら、がたがたのジープの旅。

Madagascar vol.3

The first week of the trip was quite hectic, more Japanese style of moving to different places every day. The part of the trip was coordinated by a hotel in Morondova, called Chez Maggie. The tour was organized for two of us and accompanied by a guide/driver.

After taking a hour-long flight (on time, impressive!) from Tana to Morondova and having lunch at the hotel, we drove along the famous baobab avenue and through a very dry landscape to reach the Tsyngy National Park for over eight hours.

On the first night, we made a stop at a small village on the way. It is a very simple hotel with no hot water, no door to the bathroom/toilet (just a curtain), just like a hotel where I would normally stay during field missions for work. We had no expectation for dinner at a such place. As we were tying to place an order for dinner, my boyfriend whispered to my ears “maybe we shouldn’t eat meat or seafood here…” There were no vegetarian options and we ordered an appetizer and main dishes. We call this kind of experience in Japanese “fooled by fox”. A waitress brought a beautifully served five-star hotel level dishes! We had crab salad with mayonnaise, fish with coconut flavored rice, a huge fresh water prawn called Gambo followed by chocolate crape. It was delicious and we were totally positively surprised. How would we expect such a wonderful meal in a guesthouse in a middle of dusty village!?

We got up at 4 the following morning (I never get up this early even for my work.. holiday is a hard work) to reach the park, which was supposed to be the highlight of this trip. We arrived in the park office and an official guide was assigned to us. I saw the guide grabbing what it appeared to be a safety harness. I was hoping that this was not meant for us. This is UNESCO World Heritage site, and it is basically a forest of black pointy rocks (pinnacles). I could also describe it as looking like what I would imagine as a kind of torture device in hell. On the contrary, it is a sacred place for the locals where their ancestors lived. We followed our guide through a forest and it suddenly opened up to a mount of rocks. Some rocks look hostile with very pointy tips like a blade. We walked through narrow passages between rocks, taking

ladders down the cracks of rocks. I started to break into cold sweat. I am afraid of height and I hate ladders! (ladders often featured in my nightmares) It got worse when we finally had to climb up the rocks. We attach two carabineers of the harness to metal wires pre-installed on rocks for safety. I was really scared but there was no turning back!

I realized that I again had no idea what I signed up for.. If I had done more research about the place, I may have not done it (remember my experience of white water rafting in Zambezi and wild Great Wall in China, which equally had the potential to kill me). The worst part was when I had to cross a shaky suspension bridge over these pinnacles, which should have been at least fifty meters off the ground. I was almost in tears and really had to calm down myself and just to focus ahead and never to look down!

The view from the observation point at the top was great. It was just at the midday when the sun was strong, so we couldn't stay for a long time. The view was worth confronting my fear of heights.

We saw some lemurs, mongoose and birds on the way back. There were some rocks with fossils which reminded us the the ancient history when this was in the ocean. We unfortunately missed out on some geological and cultural explanations, as it was all in French.

Fear

State of meditation....

Antananarivo

It took me a while to be able to say the name of the city! My first impression of Antananarivo (Tana) was that it is like a mixture of KTM, Sarajevo (Bosnia) and Georgetown (Guyana). It's hilly with many buildings in a nice colonial style architecture yet still bit chaotic. It is a cute little valley town, and the purple of Jacaranda trees was very vivid.

We stayed in the capital city in total for four nights: first night when we arrived, another night in-between the trips to east and west two last nights in Madagascar. For all four nights, we stayed in a very charming hotel called Sakamanga. All three rooms where we stayed were really tastefully decorated. The hallways have antiques and old photos, and it was like a museum. They also have a fantastic restaurant. Highly recommended!

vendredi, octobre 21, 2011

まだがすかるまんきつ

旅行から無事に戻っています。週末に写真と旅行記をアップロードの予定。遊びすぎで、風邪気味。