Here I go again

Belatedly, my next six months plan became more or less clear, and I think everybody knows what this means by now. Yes, I got the job and going back in three weeks. Frankly I am exhausted from all waiting, thinking, choosing, and negotiating. It is great to have options in life and I think it is all "trial and error" process. It is exciting but tiring. Comparing pros and cons, finally I needed to follow my heart and take chances and risks that the life presents.

I told my current supervisor today that I will not be continuing with them. I felt extremely bad as if I am abandoning them. I know I can't make everyone happy and I need to put myself as a priority, but it is still hard. Already another round of farewells is planned (didn't I have farewells just a few months ago!?) I have a big task to complete before I leave. I feel a bit relieved that now may date is fixed, but no time to relax!

Coming here was my new year's resolution, and I now know how it is to work at the HQ. I will write more reflections on this experience when I am done with the assignment. One thing for sure is that I am really grateful for the experience.

I am excited to go back. My friends are all waiting, and as much as I complained about my previous work, well everyone complains right? ;) I enjoy working there in the field. It is crazy for me to leave the nice life in NYC and go back to traffic, eternal dog barking and power outages, but after all I do feel at home there.

Anyway, my extended shopping trip (this is how my friends called my 3 month consultancy before leaving for NY) is coming to an end.